good... 3pm? what do you say at 3pm
ive come to realize i have a lot of problems. like not spending my time reasonably. or staying up late which is also because i don't spend my time reasonably
not knowing what to do, how to feel. everything i do that isnt productive feels like time wasted. im hyperaware of the time of day and the flow of time
which i think is for the better. i can't afford to waste time these days with school and shit. im always pretty tired mentally but im sure i can just push through that
even while writing this i have 22 tabs open. big yikes!
i have school every day of the week, there's no weekend anymore. only difference between friday and saturday is that i'm at school 2 hours less. womp womp
i swear i don't want to check discord but i keep doing it regardless. starting today i'll try extra hard to NOT do that
listening to music is really nice as always. istg ill die listening to radiohead or smth
sucks when i set big goals for myself. i'm like the most weak-willed person on planet earth. maybe moving to the moon could help
later!